Ya know, as of late, I think I have been pretty close to as stressed out as one can possibly be. I have one of those families that people study and use as examples of what not to do. I’m watching my family fall apart for the second time, knowing the whole time I can do nothing about it. I hate that feeling because I am a problem solver. I help people. It’s what I do and I can do nothing about this. It’s a horrible feeling. I’m also so burned out at work. I’m so exhausted and stressed out and I feel like no one’s really there for me. I mean, I know there are but it seems that every time I need someone to be there for me, they need me to be there for them and I just don’t know how much more of myself I can give. I just want it all to be over. I’m so tired of the drama. The saddest thing is it’s drama from EVERYONE close to me. Shouldn't they be the ones that understand and try to help. I don’t know. I’ll just hang on tight and get through it like always and I WILL let it make me stronger.