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Just Rambling....

Mon Aug 10, 2009, 8:37 PM
Ya know, as of late, I think I have been pretty close to as stressed out as one can possibly be. I have one of those families that people study and use as examples of what not to do. I’m watching my family fall apart for the second time, knowing the whole time I can do nothing about it. I hate that feeling because I am a problem solver. I help people. It’s what I do and I can do nothing about this. It’s a horrible feeling. I’m also so burned out at work. I’m so exhausted and stressed out and I feel like no one’s really there for me. I mean, I know there are but it seems that every time I need someone to be there for me, they need me to be there for them and I just don’t know how much more of myself I can give. I just want it all to be over. I’m so tired of the drama. The saddest thing is it’s drama from EVERYONE close to me. Shouldn't they be the ones that understand and try to help. I don’t know. I’ll just hang on tight and get through it like always and I WILL let it make me stronger.

  • Mood: Hungry
  • Listening to: Frasier and the AC unit
  • Reading: The Wheel of Darkness
  • Watching: Frasier
  • Playing: I'm not a gamer
  • Eating: just finished some homemade chocolate chip cookies
  • Drinking: water

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I like worn out jeans, beat up chuck taylors, messenger bags, Mac computers, fossil watches, and Kangol hats. I LOVE photography but mostly people. Artistic nudes are my passion but I just started and need plenty of help and advice, POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE. FEEL FREE PLEASE!!!

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  • Current Residence: American in Mazara del Vallo, Sicily, Italy
  • Interests: photography, pencil art, nature, acting, music
  • Favourite movie: What Dreams May Come
  • Favourite genre of music: anything really
  • Favourite photographer: Margaret Bourke-White and Pelicanh
  • Favourite style of art: pencil art and photography
  • Operating System: Macs OS X wanting Leopard
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod!!!! O YEA!
  • Shell of choice: Sand dollar?
  • Skin of choice: mine...what?
  • Favourite game: lol
  • Favourite gaming platform: not into games
  • Favourite cartoon character: Calvin and Hobbes
  • Tools of the Trade: webcam for now and occasionally a crappy point and shoot and whatever props and lighting I can find

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:iconccshorty:
Thanks for the fave on
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If you want to pose for a manipulation, please send me a note! :)
:iconjuliettjadek:
Thank you for the support :huggle:
:iconshadows-and-rain:
most definitely. :D

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You like people for their qualities but you love them for their imperfections....
:icontvd-photography:
Thank you for the fave on Baby Tigers: Paw in face :love: ^-^

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Baby cheetah!
:iconshadows-and-rain:
My fiance and I LOVE tigers. This actually looks like us. :)

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You like people for their qualities but you love them for their imperfections....
:icontvd-photography:
Haha slapping eachother out? :giggle:

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Baby cheetah!
:iconshadows-and-rain:
actually yea. we live in a TERRIBLE neighborhood and he likes to make sure I can handle myself if I ever needed to. So we fight. He's a Marine and I'm the daughter of one so I CAN handle myself but it makes him feel better so... :)

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You like people for their qualities but you love them for their imperfections....
:icontvd-photography:
Haahaaa well fair enough. I can understand the concern though even if you can handle yourself, you just don't know what can happen these days :nod:

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Baby cheetah!

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